Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 3:20 AM


MIA :((((((((((((((((((
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会,
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天,
直到那一天你会发现,真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲,
曾经我以为我自己会后悔,
不想爱得太多痴心绝对,为你落第一滴泪,
为你作任何改变,也唤不回你对我的坚决,
为了你,
失去你,
狠心扮演伤害你,
为了你,
离开你,
永远不分的离去,
有一种爱叫做放手.
In my life you're all that matters,
In my eyes the only truth I see,
When my hopes and dreams have shattered,
It seems to be just one person whose there for me.
at first, You're love lifted me back on my feet,
you've made my life so worthwhile,
but now its all changed.
You're telling me you're so confused & You can't make up your mind.
So I'll just play my part,& pray you'll have a change of heart,But I can't make you see it through that's something only love can do.
Did I lose my love to someone better?
And does she love you like I do ?
I do, you know I really really do.
Well there's so much I need to say to you,
i've been so lonely since the day you went away,
so sad but true,
for me there's only you,
i've been crying since the day you went away,
&& i guess i know we were letting go of something special,
Something we'll never have again.
I always needed time on my own,
I never thought of you,
But now i really need you,
Needed you there when I cry,
And the days feel like years when I'm alone,
And the bed where you lied,
Is made up on your side.
When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take,
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you.
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too.
When you're gone,
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day.
All i want to say is that I miss you.
I've never felt this way before,
Everything that I do,
Reminds me of you.
You were the one who I could tell my deepest fears,
&& you were the one who always wiped away my tears,
when he hurt me you were my prince,
Sent straight from above like a fool I never saw,
You were falling in love,
So now I’ve lost everything,
Cause now you say you’re gone forever .
So now who will i run to ?
Who will I turn to ?
Now that you left me behind.
Who will dry my tears?
When I cry, who will I run to ?
&& who will I turn to ?
Now that you’re not here in my life,
Im just so sad.
You were the one I took for granted all those years,
And you were the one I should’ve known It was so clear,
How could I be so blind not to see what’s before my eyes ?
I’ll get you back here with me even if it takes the rest of my life,
Cause I would do anything,
Cause I want you back forever more.
now i just wished to know who will be there for me ?
Who’s gonna rescue me ?
Who’s gonna share my dreams ?
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart ?
This goes out to someone that was once the most important person in my life,
I didn’t realize it at the time,
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you,
So I don’t really expect you to either,
It’s just... I don’t even know ,Just listen…
You’re the one that I want,
the one that I need,
The one that I gotta have just to succeed,
When I first saw you,
I knew it was real,
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel,
That wasn’t me.
Let me show you the way I looked for the sun,
but it’s raining today,
I remember when I first looked into your eyes,
It was like God was there,
heaven in the skies, I wore a disguise
cause I didn’t want to get hurt,
But I didn’t know I made everything worse,
You told me we were crazy in love,
But you didn’t care when push came to shove,
If you loved me as much as you said you did,
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit.
Now you pushed me away,
like you never even knew me,
I loved you with my heart,
Really and truly,
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared,
When I would run my fingers through your hair,
Late nights, just holding you in my arms,
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong,
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you,
I really wanna know you like noone else.
As i want you to know you’re number one,
Always in my heart.
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart.
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new girl,
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding her hand,
The thought of that just shatters my heart,
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart,
At times we was off,
I was scared to show you.
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you.
Without you, everything seems strange.
Your name is forever planted in my brain.
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain,
Take away the hurt.
hais, can we make it work i wonder ?
What about when you looked into my eyes ?
Told me you loved me.
As you would hugged me.
I guess everything you said was a lie .
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes.
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind.
I can see clearly, my love is not blind.
I just wish everything could have turned out differently.
I had a special feeling about you,
I thought maybe you did too.
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart.
You’ll always be my boy.
Our first day, it seemed so magical,
I remember all the time that I had with you.
Remember all those time when we were together ?
You looked like an angel to me.
We hit it off, I knew it was real.
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel.
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there,
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care,
Remember the times ?
Remember when we kissed ?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this.
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed.
I thought you’d be there for me,
This I confess.
You said you were my boy, was that a lie ?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another girl .
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying .
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying.
I just thought we were meant to be.
I guess now, we’ll never know.
The only thing I want is for you to be happy.
Whether it be with me, or without me,
I just want you to be happy.
HAIS, THINK THATS ALL .
HAIS, SORRY GUYS NOW IM SELDOM ON BLOGGING.
GOOD-BYESSSSSSSS (:
TAKE CARES:DDDDDD
ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM *
Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 8:08 AM
YOYOYO:DDDDDDDIM BACK AGAIN (((:HAIS, WO HEN BU KAI XINGGGGGGG :(((((((((((((((HAIS,HAIS,HAIS,HAIS,HAIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&&&& DUMBDUMB, CHEER UP OKAYS:DDDDDDDDHEEHS:DDDDDDD AH AH SIOL LARHS, DONT ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM LE {{{:
NEH NEH NI POO POO ! ALWAYS RMBR MY CURRY PUFF ,YOU JIU WILL CHEER UP LE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDFINISHED POSTING.SORRY PEOPLE EHS, TODAY NO MOOD SO DINT WRITE MUCH.DUIBIQI EHS.ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM !GOODBYESSSSSSSSSSSSSS (((((((((((:
Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 10:59 PM








YO, IM BACK TO BLOGGING AGAIN !
HAHAHAHHAHAHA{:
HERE ARE SOME PICTURES BEING UPLOADED:DDDDD
gees, these few days i really had fun with my sisters :DDDDD
it also makes me do cherish & treasure them even more (((:
they're the ones whom lights up my life, brought laughter & joy into my life:DDDDDDDDDD they are my sweetest temptation !
to all my dear sisters: i promised you girls that your are irreplaceable ♥
&&&& joycelyn, i do hope you have learnt your lesson alrights, seeing you got beaten that day, i do feel heart pain yeahs. its all because you do really treat me well since the day i know you. all of us sisters do treat you as our loved ones too but i just do not get it why do you have got to do this to us. well, whats past is the past. as we have said, got beaten is just want you to learnt your lesson & hope we can get back to last time like how it was.
oops ! im feeling just so moody these few days :(((((((((( hahahhahas, but its alright uhhs :DDDDDDDDD
&&&&& dumbdumb ohs, cheer up larhs. hahhahahahas ! kai xing yi dian marhs. must learnt to be like me as a kai xing guo ehs:DDDDDD hohohohos {{{: shortyshortyass dumbdumb (((((((: yo ar yo, yo ka ceng hahahahahahahs {{{{{{{: neh neh ni poo poo ! si shorty ass dumbdumb :DDDDDD see this liaos, dont get angry dulan bom bom woots :DDD hahahahahahs !
♥LIAW XUETING SISTER:DDD
&&&& ALL MY OTHER SISTERS & BROTHERS.
SISTERS ARE MY ECSTASY & BROTHERS ARE MY HEROINE {{{:
FINISHED POSTING:DDDDD
GOODBYESSS !
ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM {{{{{{{:
Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 8:11 AM








YOYOYO:DDDDDDDDD
HAHAHAHAHS{{{:
IM BACK TO BLOGGING AGAIN WOOTS ((((((:
ehs, nothing to say much yeahs .
hahahhahahas ! sorry yeahs guys, as these few days im really feeling very down.
duibuqi :((((((((((
so maybe i shall just upload some pictures yeahs :DDDDDDDDDDDD
&&&&& lastly but not least, YOU SHORTY ASS DUMBDUMB :DDDD I WANT YOU TO CHEER UP WOOTS HEEHS ((: NEH NEH NI POO POO ! YO AR YO , YO KA CENG {{{:
FINISHED POSTING((((((((:
GOODBYESSSSSSSS !
ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM :DDDDD
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 7:28 AM
HOHOHOHOS:DDDDDDDDDDDDIM BACK TO BLOGGING (((((((((:HMM, IM STILL MOODY OKAYS !HAIS :(((((((((((HAIS, IM JUST SO SADDDDDDD STILL ! THIS WORLD IS FULL OF UNFAIRNESS & AGONIES !&&&&DUMBDUMB PLEASE CHEER UP ALRIGHTS ! SEE-ING YOU SAD MAKES ME MORE SAD UHHS. DONT BE MOODY ANYMORE. take it as im begging you .narhs, here's a bigbigbig smile with my bright teeth on it :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDhahahahahahs, so do cheer up yeahs (: must kai kai xing xing de ohs{{{:today, i just wish to proclaimed that im already a changed person (:i've been a good girl lately uhhs. but dont worry its now only for the time-being but always & forever (((: in my mum eyes, im always a good girl so mum i dont wish to disappoint you (((:hahahahhahs, i've been attending my cca regulary .heehs ! im ust so glad that the school is getting happy to see my performance lately uhhs.HEY DO LISTEN UP YEAHS PEOPLE, IM AINT A KID ANYMORE, I KNOW HOW TO THINK ALREADY &&& I CAN TELL WHATS WRONG & WHATS RIGHT . SO DONT TREAT AS A YOUNG KID ANYMORE OKAYS. HAIS ):NO MOOD TO CARRY ON POSTING LE YEAHS. SORRY GUYS ! FINISHED POSTING ((((((((((:GOODBYESSSSSS !ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM :DDD
Tuesday, September 9, 2008 @ 4:28 AM
IM MOODY NOWWWWWWWW )))))))))):HUMPH ~&&&& ALSO HOPE DUMBDUMB WILL CHEER UP ALRIGHTS:DDDDDDFINISHED POSTING ((:GOODBYESSS !ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM {{{{{{:
Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 7:52 AM




HEYO ((((((((((:
IM BACK TO SINGAPORE EHS :DDDDD
HEEHS {{{{:
THESE PICTURES I HAVE TAKEN THEM AT GENTING (((((((((((((:
went to genting at 5am on saturday morning, hahahahahs ! although its only for a day trip but i still had fun, mayb its because i bought many clothes (((:
hahhahahahahas ! well, this trip had given me quite a number of gains back yeahs :DDDDD
neh neh ni poo poo :DDDDDiloveitmans ! haiyo, during my trip many people kept calling me . haiyo !!!!!! heehs ,iknowyouguysmissmeyeahs ((((((((((: lalalalalalas, im so bhb woots ! gees.
when returned to singapore, i immediately called dumbdumb (((: heehs ! cause i miss disturbing him larhs. gees ! although it might sounds bad, but thats how we do communicate ehs :DDDDD
but well, i do actually miss him larhs cans .hahahahhaahas ! its been quite a time since we've been close yeahs &&& now we've back like last time hahahahahs :DDDDD im gonna cherish this shorty ass dumbdumb ohs {{{{: but sad is that he's moody today. hais.seeing him being so moody makes me change my mood toos ! im sad-edddddddd too larhs cans ! ah ah siol larhs.
dumbdumb, do cheer up alrights ? dont be moody anymore. heehs , if you cant cheer up, just ring me up && im sure i can cheer you up regardless of what happen ((: you sad makes me sad too. when im feeling dwn, its you whom cheered me up, so now its my turn to cheer you up !
dont sad le horhs {{{{{{{{: gees.
♥ LIAW XUETING SISTER:DDDDDDDDDDD
YOU'RE JUST LIKE MY ECSTASY MY DEAR ((((((:
HEEHS !
♥ brotherhood & sisterhood {{{:
FINISHED BLOGGING (:
GOODBYESSSSSSSS !
ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM :DDD
Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 9:31 AM





HEY PEEPS (:
IM BACK TO BLOGGING !
here are more pictures :DDDDDD
TODAY WOKE UP QUITE LATE.
&&&& SAW MANY MESSAGES((:
CALLED DUMBDUMB AT ABOUT 2.30PM.
WELL, HE'S STILL IN SCHOOL AT THAT TIME OHS .
HAHAHAHAHAS, WANTED TO CHAT WITH HIM AS IM SO-SO DE FUCKING BOREDDD CANS !!!!! GEES, BUT ITS ALRIGHTS :DDDDD THAT SHORTY ASS IS STUDYING SO I SHALL EXCUSED HIM. HEEHS , OOOPS ! WELL, IF HE SAW THIS I BET HE'S GONNA BE MAD TO THE MAX AGAIN MANS :DDDDDDDDDD WAHAHHAHAHAHAS;X HE'S MY BEST DUMBDUMB EVER (: GEES, LALALALALAS ! IM GONNA TREASURE MY THIS GOOD DUMBDUMB ((: HAHAHAHAS. WHO ASK HIM TO TREAT ME JI GOOD DE LORHS. NEH NEH NI POO POO {{:
LALALALALALAS~
went down to bugis ta about 3.30pm meet x.ki, jovin, joy, babyhuiyee, ehkia & ruyi.
went street walk awhile. && then went dwn to fushion.
gees !
after that my sister & its also my jie, xiaobee called me & asked me to wait for her to come dwn to bugis.&& at about 5pm i go mos burger meet her & my sister xiaobaby &&& dion ((:gees, they're my precious :DDDDDD
at about 6.30pm went to big bird meet x.ki & the rst back again to go dwn to depot.
&&& at depot slack awhile. guess what ???? x.queen came down hahahahahas;DD imissherlikehellcans !
after that went to town && saw babymunkie && also my snowgirl, xiaojess (((:
imissthemtons.gees (((((:
after that took cab home with babyhuiyee, my wifey ! (((:
hahahhas, on my way home, my ahhai sister, joycelyn, called me to chat !
ahhhahahas.
FINISHED POSTING:DDDDDD
GOODBYESSSSSS !
ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM ((((((:
Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 6:11 AM








HAHAHAHAHHAS !
IM BACK TO BLOGGING AGAIN (((:
HERE ARE SOME PICTURES :DDDDD
THESE FEW DAYS IM LIKE SO TROUBLED WITH LOTS OF THINGS.HAIS !
BUT LUCKY EHS, I DO HAVE MY SISTERS, BROTHERS & ALSO DUMBDUMB TO CHEER ME UP (((((:
DUMBDUMB IS ALWAYS JUST SO SWEET EHHHHHHHHHS ! butbut.....he have got 1 negative point & that is he loves calling me shorty ! well, i believed he's not that tall too ehs (:
he's not really that tall but yet loves acting till he's so that tall woots ((:
hahhahahhahhahas ! i swear if he see this, he sure gonna be agitated :DDDDD gees, well all i wish to say a thank you to him (: he's just always here for me. even when im feeling down or happy .im gonna cherish & treasure my this ass dumbdumb for the rest of my life !
heehs , i also bet that if he saw these, he's sure gonna be ji gan yi xia de ohs :DDDDDDDDDD
hahahahahahhahas !
i finally seen many people true colours. hais.
SISTERS ARE ALWAYS THE BEST (:
THEY JUST SEEMS TO BE MY ECSTASY:DDDDD
ILOVETHEM{{{:
ILOVELIAWXUETINGSISTER (:
FINISHED POSTING ((((((:
GOODBYESSSSSS !
ANGRY DULAN BOMBOM OHS :DDDDDD