Stephanie((:
known as 宝贝STEPH ♥
I shall post a short introduction about me alright?
Gets paranoid pretty easily.
I forgive fast, and i never remember for long.
Well i guess forgiving too easily has become my weakness,
some actually take advantage of it.
I don't usually listen to what others say and ends up regretting in the end.
&&&& Lastly, please do not judge me by appearance yeahs.
I am who i am ((((((((((:
If my name isn't for your liking, then leave.
&&& To me, Spammers are just like a lifeless kid with no life at all so i wont be bothered with them.
So if you one of them right now, then let me tell you, do not bother to spam in my blog as it's only a waste of your time. Thanks(:
Gees, the picture above is kinda quite long ago. No new picture currently as i'm lazy to take. Hahas !
Well, its time to update you guys about what had happened isnt it ? Laughs.
To Hecken:
I keep thinking but I still cannot figure out any words for you so that you'll come back, im really trying hard not to let this bother me but. I don't know. I really dont know. For the days when we were still together & days after we had just broke off, i've been waiting for miracles to happen. I've been praying to god & hope he could create miracles for me as he's the only one could do that ! But...Sigh ): I meant seriously. I guess its time i shall says everything from the bottom of my heart. No point deceiving myself. I'm really sick & tired of the triangle r/s. Really sick & tired, For the goodness sake ! Now i've finally seen your true colours. I dont regret doing & buying all those things for you because i'm glad that i'm doing my part as a girlfriend. But sadly to say that when we're together in the past, you dont even seems to be my boyfriend. But oppositely, your family were the ones who'd cared so much just for me. They had made an effort & trying ways & means just to salvage our r/s. But what about you ? All you did was nothing but mapling. Did you even spare a thought for me ! You ask yourself. You said you dont even loved me, then what for act till like one in the first place ! Hey come on, do you think its funny ? I dont think so. & You said we're over isnt it ? Well, over means over already. & Over means you go your own way & i goes my own way. But apparently, it seems like its not over. When i'm still with you, you'd made me deeply hurt. & When we'd broke off but remained as friends, your so called JULIANA still wants to agitate me yeahs ! Hey, dont be too much la seriously. My tolerance have its limit okay. I dare to say right now, i dont even intend to forgive & forget about what that bitch Juliana had done to me behind my back because she dont deserves any sympathy from me ! I guess she's just acting innoncent whom as if she dont knows everything. But sadly to say that she's not innoncent at all ! There are times i really wonder why did i do so much things just for you when you dont even seems to appreciate it. I also wonder why did i love you so much when you doesnt seems to cherish me. But well, its all over this time i know. There's no turning back. But its alright. Because i feels better this way too as i wont be feeling like i'm carrying such a big heavy burden on me. I tired, real tired. You wrote till its all my fault & i'm as if playing the bad role, but pls use your freaking brain & think calmly. What for i go bother your so-called current gf right now. She say you believe, then what if she ask you eat shit you also go la is it ?!?! Boy, come on la. You aint any younger. You are already 18 this year. Therefore i believe you also know la, would i be so childish to go find her just because of our triangle r/s ? Of course not ! Its obviously other things which you might not know & you dont have the need to know i guess. Lols, tell your gf this la ! I, Stephanie Tan Shi Ya, says this " If you have guts to do all those things to me & said about me, then please have the guts to face all consequences. You can even say till back-ups everything until you macham sibei ehsai like that ehs ! Please do not be a coward alright. " Lols. Therefore i now want you to know, i've totally given up hope on you ! So dont keep having the assuption always whenever i & juliana got things to sort out with. & This time, you've no say if i really go find juliana because it doesnt involve with you. But one advice to you la. Open your big eyes & see what kind of person she is ba. To me, juliana is a hypocrite !
To:Yiling (Juliana's Friend)
I dont care & dont bother knowing what she'd eventually said things to you. But one thing i'm for sure is that you dont have the need to be involve in this thing. If you says you'd enough of me then come find me then. Lols. When i & hecken are together, she's dz gf. & End up what happen ? You should know yeahs, i dont have the need to say it too straightforward. As what i've said to juliana the last time before hecken & i broke up, i dont blame her for loving hecken because i know love cant be controlled by just you & i clinging onto each other. But its our felings right form the bottom of our heart. Therefore i dint pursue the matter much any further. I let natural take its course. But when hecken & i had broke off, i know she's been contacting chingying asking things all about me. I know all that. But i kept quiet. Because i've no time entertaining your these & that. I still have a pending case & dont wish to bother anymore things regarding juliana & hecken unless its hecken's mum contacting me. But until chingying told me that juliana & her friends had been backstabbing me behind my back, i admit i'd turn really insane by then. Therefore, its she & her friends forced me into this state. & Also la, if you not happy with me or thinks i'm at fault when eventually i'm not, then come straight to me & let me know. Lols. Also, you said i making things big ? Laughs, as what i've said, she forced me to. & I wont be able to make things into this state or make things big provided if she never do all those things behind my back right from the start. Aint i'm stating the facts & being reasonable ? Well to me, i think i'm being reasonable. If she can do all those things to me, then she must be able to face the music all by herself. She is not a kid therefore i assume she does have a brain to think on the right mindset yeahs. Since she can says all those things which isnt the facts about me to others, then she should face the consequences. I'm just being fair & reasonable alright for the goodness sake. If you still have any more enquires regarding about her & my problem, feel free to come to me straight. I'm more glad to let you people know what kind of person she is. I already said very clearly, if you people whom are also her friends think i'm bullying her or what, then so be it. I wont give a damn. Because thats just all of your thinking & your mindset, not mine. I only trust evidence & my eyes. So if you guys are still unhappy with me or whatever, then come to me then. I shall wait for you guys. Thats all.
Life Is Indeed A Tragedy.
I broke down emotionally today. Really. I doesnt know what the hell had happened to me. I'm really at a loss of words. After what we all sisters had finally said our words right from the bottom of our hearts, i eventually broke down immediately. I really miss the past. All the while, its my sisters whom were there for me. When i'm in help, they would lend me their helping hand willingly & immediately without a second thoughts. I swear i love them the best ! Sisters, i had a great time with you people today. & Also i would like to wish my daddy whom is steven & also john "HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY :D" Take Great Care Yeahs Peeps.