Stephanie((:
known as 宝贝STEPH ♥
I shall post a short introduction about me alright?
Gets paranoid pretty easily.
I forgive fast, and i never remember for long.
Well i guess forgiving too easily has become my weakness,
some actually take advantage of it.
I don't usually listen to what others say and ends up regretting in the end.
&&&& Lastly, please do not judge me by appearance yeahs.
I am who i am ((((((((((:
If my name isn't for your liking, then leave.
&&& To me, Spammers are just like a lifeless kid with no life at all so i wont be bothered with them.
So if you one of them right now, then let me tell you, do not bother to spam in my blog as it's only a waste of your time. Thanks(:
Here to upload pictures thats all yeah :D && I guess my agony is gonna soon be over! I no longer feel so disoriented :) &&& I WISHES EVERYONE A BELATED HAPPY NEW YEAR & VALENTINE DAY {{: Did you guys enjoy your new year ? Hah ! Well, i've enjoyed mine this year :)) Takecare peeps !
Here to upload pictures thats all yeah :D Haha, lazy to blog. Perhaps next few days i'll then update my blog again ! Btw this year i'm finally not celebrating valentine's day alone laughs:)
Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself. Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else. Love is like heaven but it can hurt like hell at the same time.
To someone whom i really care:
Don't talk anymore my love. Just look at me, and you will understand how I feel. Look deep in my eyes, and you'll see your name, my soul's broken mirror. I love you more than you believe, like you are my life, my other half, my subconscious guardian angel. Look around you, has anyone loved you more than I do? Never cry my love, cause you'll make me bleed. Always be happy, cause your smile is a source of life for me. I breathe when you breathe. I'm sorry for my feelings. I know they drown you, they don't set you free. Come and tell me you hate me & that there's no other chance, no fake hope. Don't show me, but tell me. And then I will leave. I swear I will leave you, my endless pain. It's not your fault, I can't blame you for anything as it's me who loves you. Tell me your truth,and you'll never see your name in my eyes again, cause I'll keep our past and my love in the bottom of my heart and I'll be gone.When you made me cry, made me feel unloved, I was always there by your side.
No matter what you did or what you said, I was proud to be your girl. My love for you is greater than anything in this world, You know that no one can love you like I do. Everything we have been through, I was faithful to you, and only you. It made me realize that what I felt was wrong, Because I know i won't get you no matter how much I strive. No stupid love song can describe how I feel. Sometimes the words other people say are never good enough or real. No one will ever know how I'm feeling today. All i can say is i had put my hopes up way too high. I'll fake my smile. I'll say I'm okay. I'll be happy for a while, and be dead inside. I'm at a loss. Really, sigh.
WOEBEGONE.
Why does some people often get what they deserves & why some people doesn't get what they deserves ? Life is really so complicated. God often likes to play a trick on us. He always made us feels that things are going on smoothly for us yet at the end its not. I'm at a loss right now so am i feeling so disoriented. Sigh.