
Hmmmmm, Today was a boring day for me.
&& also its been a hectic weekend for me ))))):
Didn't attend school today due to no mood.
SAD .
Aww, my life is full of sadness & regrets !
Hais, i wonder if i can continue to act if as if nothing had happened anot ?!?!?!?
I wonder, seriously.
These few months , i had been treating as if nothing has happened at all.
But its all just appearance, right inside my heart, it seriously pain alot !
My heart is aching .
I'm lost, && it seems that i've been living in a dark world all these while.
My mind is totally blank right now !
I know its no use & worth for me to continue behaving like this, but i just cant helped it.
Hais, I'M SHAG, LOST &&& CONFUSED, right now ! Just as simple as that.
humph ))))))))))):
All i can say is that, how you've treated me, i'll treat you back the same !
Zzzzzzzzz..................
Humph, i seriously miss my past in Chij Sec Tpy !
As in, i do miss some of the teachers in there because i know not all teachers are unreasonable.
I do confess, my ex-school DM was indeed unreasonable, but somehow she still treated me good.
I miss the most is Grace & co. &&&& also Nancy & cliques.
Seriously, i do miss those times.
Yes, i do admit coming into First Tpy Sec is very relaxing, as in studies are must easier, && rules are not that strict.
but i still prefer my past in Chij sec. because i can concentrate more on studying.
&&& i love getting along with my cliques still ,even though i get along well with my new cliques in First Toa Payoh Sec, which is my current school right now.
If i were to made a choice to go back to which school, i would definitely choose back CHIJ SEC TPY , but i know its totally impossible.
Hais, all i can blame is only myself for it.
I blame myself for acting rashly.
I blame myself for everything.
I kept asking myself why cant i just study har & create less problems ?!?!?!?
Hais, but whats the use of regretting right now ?
its all too late, really too late !
God & teachers gave me many chances but i just refused to treasure it & made use of it.
Opposite, i kept having a thinking that i wasnt in the wrong.
Humph !
Well, indeed the principle & staffs of my current school right now treats me well, but im kinda still not used to the environment up till now.hais.
Maybe its time for me to let go of the past. let me start myself anew & start my life afresh uhhs .
Hais, Those cliques of mine in Chij sec tpy, i hope you're are doing fine.
PLEASE DO STUDY HARD & NOT WASTE TIME ON PLAYING ANYMORE , SERIOUSLY !
&&& also steffi, heard you're quitting school uhhs, aww.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY !
why are you just so stubborn ?!?!?!?
All i can say is that you'll surely regret ! trust me.
All i can say is that, Take me for exaple barhs.
Look at me, i once also like you, wanted to quit school but yet when i've got expelled, i started to know how to think.
What i want to tell you is that if you really wants to quit schooling, then think THRICE & NOT JUST TWICE *
hmm, thats all i wanna say to you, STEFFI, whom was onced my clique.
&& LASTLY, I MISS YOU ALOT, GRACE NGIAM !
I MISS THOSE PAST IN CLASS WITH YOU MANS !
THOSE FUN WE'VE HAD , THOSE LAUGHTERS WE'VE HAD !
HUMPH, JUST WANNA TELL YOU THAT ALL THESE WILL ALWAYS BE KEPT IN MY HEART :DDDDDDDD
&&&&&& I hope you're doing fine too yeahs. study hard !
free shall go find you barhs (((((((:
&&& PLEASE SAY HI TO MY ASSY BABY, NOVEN SIM BENG HUI, BELOW (((:

NOVEN SIM BENG HUI (((:My assy baby :DDDDDD
Laughs*
look at some of my pictures above & see what i've wrote on it :DDDDDDD
Hahahahahahas !
i bet you will be damn fucking touched cans {{{{:
Hohohohos, aww. you're working right now. hais, im at home missing you like fuck cans !
zzzz..........assy baby of mine !
heehs, so sweet of me yeahs :DDDDDDDDD
Lalalalalalalalalas ~
I MISS YOU TO THE MA & TO THE PA LARHS !
STUPID YOU ((((((:
&&& PLEASE SAY HI TO MY SISTER, FELICIA THAM MUN YEE, BELOW ((:
&&& Lastly but not least, Felicia Tham Mun Yee, ILOVEYOU *
Gees, you're my dearest & precious sister which i've ever had in my whole life.
hahahahahas ! Hey everyone listen up alrights, She's the sister whom i dotes alot {{{:
Sister, im starting to miss you like hell uhhs.
Hahahahahahs, im looking forward to meet you soon mans !
&&&&&& im treasuring & cherishing you already yeahs, my dearest lil sister :DDDDDDD
muacks,aisinile ! heehs ((((((((((:
THATS ALL ((:
TAKECARES.
AHLATOTHEMAX !
ANGRY*DULAN*BOMBOM*POING OH*