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Stephanie((:
known as 宝贝STEPH ♥
I shall post a short introduction about me alright?
Gets paranoid pretty easily.
I forgive fast, and i never remember for long.
Well i guess forgiving too easily has become my weakness,
some actually take advantage of it.
I don't usually listen to what others say and ends up regretting in the end.
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Talking Box?

Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 3:29 AM

I'm back to blogging again cause i know my blog is like dead ? hais, no mood to blog often too. Aww, i'm stress-ed & confused ! Really.........argh, i feel like i'm totally lifeless mans DDDDD:

To: Xiaobaby, xiaoki, sipei, jovin, joy &&& others sisters in the sisterhood.

Humph, i was asking myself if we're all drifting ? &&& yes, in my mind it says we all are really drifting. I know i recently went MIA, its my fault for not meeting you girls often but sisters, as i've said, i'm back from MIA already isnt it ? hais. My mind is totally blank right now, really. i doesnt know what to do to salvage the drifting of our sisterhood. I know all of you might think that i'm changing but i'm not, seriously not. In my heart, each & everyone of your are important to me like as last time still. I dont wish to lose anyone of your.

To Xiaobaby sis :

Last sunday when i saw you, i was really loss of words. I did not think of anything else other than hug you tightly. You're really important to me sis, so are the other sisters. When i saw you i was really happy, really ! I made a promise to myself & that is i'll meet your often just like how we always gather around . Sister, i just want you to remember this till eternity, && that is that once we're sisters, we'll always be sisters . As we've said, sisters for life not only for now (: Sister, no matter how you think of me, i'll still only tell you this, && that is that you were always there for me, through the thick and thin. Always you were there being my best sisters & friend. No matter what happened to us, or came in our way, you never left me all alone but you were there to stay. Really thanks alot sister. Loveyousister ! Nowsaday, i often kept thinking & remembering the past. When all those thoughts of we sisters have not drift & often together gathering around, came into my mind, my tears just rolled down my cheeks. I would just simply burst into tears. Humph, sister, if i have let you have the thinking that i've changed then i apologized for it. cause its not facts at all, i dint changed, you're still as important to me ! You had already made a part in my life, I guess thats all i wish to say to you from the bottom of my heart :DDD && Sister, i also have many things to tell you too. I know by giving you a call could also tell you but i still feels that when we met up & have a heart to heart talk, that would be better ! && also i guess you dont know that i recently have a pending case yeahs ? i dint tell you sisters is because i doesnt want your to worry. But no matter what forget it, i dont wish to rake it up either.Just remember that Sister, iloveyou (: You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around, everything seems right for me :DD Also sister, You made me laugh when I cried so hard. You held me close when I was so cold. You offered a comforting hand to hold. You picked me up whenever I fell. You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell. You answered my calls in the darkened night. You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight. You placed me back on the right path again. You loved me forever and stayed by my side. You entered my heart as an angel to guide (: Thanks for everything you had done for me sister :DDD Iloveyou, imissyou && lastly ineedyou {{{:

To Xiaoki (fiona) sis:

Sister, i really miss you simply alot. I know we're drifting but still you're as important to me too ! Sis, even though you're in hostel right now, but dont worry, i believe not only me but all sisters in the sisterhood will be waiting for you to come out yeahs. No matter what, i'll still always be there for you, really. Sister, I just wished to tell you that you have stayed by my side still even when others fled, I know that because you're here, I can face whatever is ahead, your smile and laugh urge me on, && also it encourage me to be strong. Your loving support helps me to stand up strong :DDD Mortal words could never explain what you have come to be, you are my life, my world, my heart. You are EVERYTHING to me sis ! Sister, but also i beg you to contact me whenever you're out cause these few weeks i've been trying to contcat you as i seriously want to meet you up. I've many things to tell you & share with you also. Sister, && also i guess you does not know that recently i have a pending case uhhs? hais, forget it. i dont wish to rake it upeither but sis, please do give me a call when you're out alrights (: Iloveyou. Sister, Before i met you, my life was grey. I had no one to talk to, nothing to say. When i met you, you brighten up my life. If it wasn't for you, my life will be taking by a knife. Me and you talked, and became best friends. We promised each other, we would be there to the end yeahs :DDD I love you, I miss you & lastly, i need you (((:

To Sipei sis :

Sister, still remember those nights at my house ? Still remember those fun we've used to have in the past ? Still remember those fun we had in my chalet ? Steill remember those times when we both are often together ? I believe you would have those thoughts in your mind still yeahs ? Cause all these memories is hard to forget. Sister, i remember once we talk-ed over the phone till we both burst into tears. We really did shared all things with each & another uhhs, but now, you seldom ring me up. you seldom message me too. Really. humph, When i message you sometimes you dint even reply back. I'm really sad. Sister, i know you're stressed too & i know you do miss your boyfriend too . Each of us sister indeed are not as cheerful like as last time already. Hais, But sister, i seriously do hope that you would contact me as often as like last time. Really, thats my only request from you. Sister, i know you might think i've changed uhhs ? But let me tell you straight, i dint changed at all. You too are still important to me. Like i've said, when you need someone to talk to, ring me up (: I'll be there. When you need a shoulder to cry on, i would lend you my shoulders (: When you met up with a problem, i would try my best to help you solve your problem too (: I will always be free 24hours for you sisters :DDD Last few weeks, i admit is my fault for going MIA && not meet up with your girls often, i'm sorry. But sister, that time i was really indeed very sad & stressed ! I guess you sisters still does not know that i recently do have a pending case still yeahs ? humph, forget it. i dont wish to rake it up either. But i just hope that you sisters would trust me that i'm not changing & i'm still the same like as last time just that i'm not that cheerful already. I just simply love you lots too ((((((: Sister, I want you to remember those good old days we've had. Those days of happiness when everything went your way .I want you to cherish these memories (: I don't want you to let them go. And I hope they make you happy as they did so long ago. I wish I could comfort you, shield you from life's pain. I wish I could just give you everything, you definitely deserve something to gain. If you ever need me, just give me a call (: That is all you have to do. You've been through so much these days, I'm sure God has something planned out yeahs ! But in order to see it, You cannot be blinded by doubt. So just let me help you && that is tell me everything you're going through. Let go of all those troubles you're having. Because the more you hold on the more it doubles, Please, I can see your smile fading. Really. In the past I wasn't always there, i confess. So sis, give me a chance this time to repay you back. I swear on my life I'll be right beside you to save the emptiness in your mind :DDDD Sister, i need you always !

To Jovin Sister :

Sister, i must admit that we're not that close anymore yeahs. We're drifting ! Really. But sister, no matter what i just want you to know that you'll always be my sister. Not only for now, but forever (: We might not have been friends from the start, But that doesnt mean you werent always in my heart.I wish I was friends with you from a very young age, But its okay because when I became friends with you my life started a new page. Our friendship means so much to me which I just cant say,I dont know what I would do without you and your thoughtful way.Really sister, i know you too might think that i'm changing uhhs, but in fact i'm not ! Really. I still need you girls as much as like last time. I'm just stress-ed 7 sad these few months. Hais, sometimes your might think in appearance i'm cheerful, but actually im not ! I must say i myself is not that optimistic anymore. Really. Hais, for this i must say i've changed but my heart isnt changing ! Sister, i believe you too doesnt know that recently i have a pending case uhhs, humph. Forget it, i doesnt wish to rake it up either. Just remember that i love you yeahs :DDDDDDDDD You have been there for me every step of the way, Helping me to take life day by day.You have helped me forget my fears,And in the end that has stopped my tears.Thank you so much for all you have done for me,You made me be the best person I can be. Thanks sister (: Iloveyou, imissyou && ineedyou !

To Joy sis :

Sister, it seems like we've totally drift uhhs ! We've totally not been in contact. It seems like a nightmare to me really sis. I just hope that you would contact me back soon && meet me soon yeahs. Cause i have many things to share with you (: Sister, just let you know that recently i have a pending case. Hais. But no matter what sis, i just want you to know that i just love you & its forever yeahs :DDD Sister, remember those nights you had stayed over at my house ? I simply do miss those times. Really ! Sister, all those memories will always be remembered & not forgotten . Sister, i just wnat to tell you this & that is in the past you were there to listen, when no one else would. You would cheer me up, when no one else could. Whenever I was scared, you'd chase away my fears. Whenever I would cry, you'd wipe away my tears. I can always count on you, to help me smile again. I've come to count on you because you'll be there in the end (: So I want to say thanks for always being there. And for saving me from my own despair, and one final thing here in this part. && that is I love you with ever piece of my heart :DDDDDDDDD Iloveyou, imissyou && lastly ineedyou !

To other sisters, (nana,bobo,sherilyn,xiaobee,magdeline,marilyn,karen,xiaodrea.....)

I'm really glad that I've found you,knowing you'll be there whenever i may need you.Thank you so much for what you've done,for what you've said,what you'll do, && what you'll say.For all those times I've called, and talked for hours on end, you stayed there, on the line,like a good true friend.I'll never forget, those true hugs that you gave without regret, those times i felt so sad,you were right there,something I'll never forget.Let me tell you,and i hope you take it to heart, && that is there'll never be someone like you,and i hope you feel the same way too.I'll be there for you,like you've always been for me (: I'll give you my hand to hold,my shoulder to cry on,and my attention just for you.I just want to say a big big THANK YOU to you all sisters (((:

To Liaw Xueting Sis :DDDD

gees, sissy i'm also glad that you've not forgot me ohs ! Hahahahahahas. && sis, If ever you need a helping hand, just reach out and touch mine. If ever you're scared or afraid,I'll be right by your side. If ever you need words of advice,I'll give you the best I have. If ever you're sad and depressed,I'll try to brighten your day. If ever you need a shoulder to cry on, I have two, waiting here for you. If ever you simply need to talk,I promise I'll sit and listen.Whatever the reason,whatever you're searching for,whatever you need, I promise I'll always be there for you ((: To you my little sister,You're there for me more than anyone else has ever been.

You listen to my break-up and "pimping" stories,You put up with my shit & nonsense almost everytime, The same old boring stories. You make me laugh when I'm sad,When I'm depressed and i feel like the world is against me, You're always there to give me a hug,To give me positive words and feelings. You make me forget about all my troubles. In this crazy world, you mean more to me than my own life. I'm here for you just as you was there for me, anytime anywhere. I will go out of my way to make u and keep u happy. I only say this because i love you, I love you more that my first love, I love you more than my last. My Sister, You are My Best Friend && I Simply Just Love You (: & Even though we were friends for not that long, i just want to tell you that you are one of my best sister :DDDD

To "SOMEONE" whom had left me quite long :

You were my everything . & Now you’re gone. I'm afraid that i don’t have the strength to carry on.
Skies always seemed sunny when you were here. Now there’s nothing but gloom in my atmosphere.
I loved you so much, You were all I had, Now my whole world is depressing and sad.
I’d like to start feeling other than blue,But you were my everything,What can I do?

Now that you’re gone, I realize how much you meant to me.My loss is wide as a starless night sky, And deep as a stormy sea.
I miss the comfort of your sweet love,Your absolute devotion, Now I’m a fountain of endless tears,A pool of sad emotion.
They tell me I should move on with life,That time will heal my pain. I smile and nod and agree with them,While I slowly go insane.

If only I had done the things that keep true love alive, I wouldn’t have to acknowledge now that our love cannot survive.
If only I had described to you the joy you brought to me,Instead of bringing you complaints,You wouldn’t have set me free.
If I had often said to you,"It’s you whom I adore,"Perhaps you’d still be with me now,If I had told you more.
If only I had treated you as if we were best friends,I wouldn’t be alone in grief,As our faded love finally ends.
If only I didn’t have to say,"If only, my love, if only,"I wouldn’t be all by myself. So sorry, sad and lonely right now hais. Life is getting meaningless for me, that is all i can say for now.

I'm so confused,about how things are.Do you still love me?Or are my hopes too far?Hais.

I dont know if i should just let bygones be bygones. Or shall i keep raking up the past. Shall i carry on with my life anew or shall i remain it like how it is now? I seriously dont know.

You said you loved me.I hoped it was true.I realized it wasn't when you said we were through.Why did you leave me?What didn't I do right?I was here for you always,Everday and every night.I cried tears for you.Tears I never cried before.I stayed faithful and loved you.But yet my heart you tore.I gave up everything.I let go of my past.Why? Because I hoped and prayed or love would last.Yet in the end it didn't and I don't know what to do.I'm trying to get over it but i'm so lost without you.Why did you leave me?I've never been hurt so bad.Why did you leave me?Don't you realize you were all I had? Hais, you seriously made my life miserable. Argh ! Ever since you left me, i've been living in agony ! Sad-ded DDDDDD:

&&& WOOTS, I'M LIKE GOING GENTING NOW HEEHS ! BYE, I'M RETURNING BACK ON SUNDAY :DDDDDDDDDD

Thats all (:

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