
Hey, i'm back to blogging currently :D
&Oh Please, for goodness sake. Why does the world seems to be so unfair. I mean seriously, i'm stating the facts alright ! Sigh.
This few days staying at my aunty's house in kallang :) Laughs !
Shall carry on writing how shag am i & how confused am i below alrights .
Aww, Annoy-ed Too .
Paranoid & Confused.
SHAG IN CURRENT ):Life for me recently has been going through the ups & downs. The goods & the bads. Aww, how long must i tolerate all these torturing mans ! The feeling is freaking unbearable, Sigh. Oh My Romeo, i guessed i'd finally found you & i hope you're true to me(: I gave you all my heart & soul & i dont mind if you cant.You were the one i loved right now. You dont lose anything at all but in fact you had gained something in return & that is having my love. When i'm feeling down & even sad, if i felt angry rather mad, if i was in tears feeling bad, my love for you i did not dread. Even through all those struggles & storms, even if there's fights & tussles, all those disrespect & abuse, my love will still be true like as now. When you made me cry, made me felt so unloved, i'm still always there by your side. By your side to console you, to be your listening ear, to be your encouragement to pull yourself up. No matter what you did or what you've said, i'm gladly to say that i'm proud to be your girl. My love for you is greater than anything else in this world, you know no one could love you like how i do. Everything we have been through, you know whats the thing. Till then, i was faithful to you , and its only you my dear. Trust me, will you ? I wanted to be happy, who doesnt ? But its just taht my depression often occurs. I wanted to stop crying too, but my tears just keep falling. I wanted to smile either, but a frown always appear on my face. Seriously, how i wished that i could be strong enough to say just a 'NO' to you. How i wished i could believed my own lies which i used to cover up the pain you left. I seriously need to move on & hold on says my heart truthfully.&& I seriously do want this nightmare to disappeared right away & at one shot. Could god fulfil my this request ? I know i dont have the right to request anything from you, its all because i know i'm not good enough for you. Therefore i tried & tried all ways & means just to get your love. You said you loved me currently, && i was indeed happy when i hear that from you. && I too hope that what you've said is the truth(: What i hoped is that you would be true & faithful to me. If you can do it, i will feel really pleased. So baby prove it to me you do love me okays :D cause i love you alot ! Sigh, currently paranoid & confused.
Totally bored mans these few days. I've been like rotting at home for about 2 whole days can ! Tomorrow will be off meeting my Romeo at my aunty's house here cause he is only staying just the block beside my aunty's block :D Gees, cool & good isnt it peeps ! Hahs, My Romeo Is My Love & Also My Sweetest Ecstasy Even So He Doesnt Treat Me As One :) Bye Love :D
Takecares.
Wed, 10/6/09. (09.20PM)
I'm Romeo's Juliet & Daddy's Little Girl :D