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I'm Shag & Paranoid ):

I'm here to blog again !

Laughs :DDD

Hmmm, well over these few days i've learnt to let it go. I've finally learnt to face up to reality. No point clinging on to something which doesnt belongs to you either, i mean seriously speaking. Ohya holidays might extend for another week ohs ! Hahahahahas (: But its MIGHT only ! Sigh. Honestly speaking, love cant be forced i knew all along. But i thought perseverance & by giving in anything i could can salvage everything but i guess i'd made a big mistake & end up getting hurt. Hais, i guess i'm just too foolish & stupid all along. Hais. I often tell me self this, & that is " It's only the beginning now,A pathway yet unknown.Sometimes we walk alone.
The best beginnings of our lives may sometimes end in sorrow, but even on our darkest days, the sun will shine tomorrow." (: Hais. I've learnt to think of the positive side & not the negative as it only gives us pain & sorrow. Humph. I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well.In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say.In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?In the end I gave him up, its all because he had done me real wrong.I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again.But, how do they know my pain which i've been going through all these while when they are not me at all ? Humph. But i guess i'll get it over all soon because now i'm so much stronger than before (: Gees ! && Thanks to my friend "TAY JINGFENG" for giving me so much advices & letting me have the mindset not to be so foolish & silly anymore :D Thanks ohs {: Gees !

&&&& To you "Tay Jingfeng" :

Cheer up oh ass , hahahas :D Its not the end of the world yet (: I believe you can get over everthing & stand up on your feet again isnt it ? Hahhahahas ! Smile alrights, dont shag anymore. It wont do you any good either. It only makes you brood over the past & giving you pain & sorrow. Look at the days ahead you, i believe its gonna be bright :D Gees ! Life is always like that, there's always the good so does the bad. Or maybe sometimes its the god whom had played a trick on you. Hmm, i guess its not only you but me too ! I guess & i do believe i got hurt more than you do, so if i could stand up on my feet again bravely, i believe you could do it to yeahs (: && Hahahahahs, dont deny you're feeling better mans ! I know, cause i've succeeded in cheering you up gees :DDD Just want you to know a break-up is not the end of the world yet. Many good things are awaiting ahead of you still (: Hope all these of my encouragement words could cheer you up ! Laughs *

Thats all (:

Takecare & Bye Readers !