Stephanie((:
known as 宝贝STEPH ♥
I shall post a short introduction about me alright?
Gets paranoid pretty easily.
I forgive fast, and i never remember for long.
Well i guess forgiving too easily has become my weakness,
some actually take advantage of it.
I don't usually listen to what others say and ends up regretting in the end.
&&&& Lastly, please do not judge me by appearance yeahs.
I am who i am ((((((((((:
If my name isn't for your liking, then leave.
&&& To me, Spammers are just like a lifeless kid with no life at all so i wont be bothered with them.
So if you one of them right now, then let me tell you, do not bother to spam in my blog as it's only a waste of your time. Thanks(:
Hello peeps, i'm finally back to blogging . Aww, has blogger posting had changed ? Why it seems so different when it comes to posting. Laughs. Perhaps its due to me seldom blogging. Hohos :D
Well, i'm seriously suffering. Why is it one by one all went it sit ? Sigh, sisters one by one had gone in already. I'm starting to miss those past we've had & especially those times we'd in my house. Sigh ): SHAG SHAG SHAG !
Woots, i'm learning how to bake chocolate chip cookies so as well as brownies too. Hahahas, must be wondering why am i doing all these stuffs yeahs ? Its secret ! Laughs, narhs. Its actually because i wanna whip up a meal & snacks for my baby :D Sweet isnt it ? Hahas, dont be jealous man (((:
To My Romeo, HECKEN LIM ♥ : ♥ Baby, i'm beginning to love you more & more each day. Its true, i'm aint kidding .&& Baby, i wished to say that to you I give the whole me,for I believe that you're my destiny. To you I offer every best of my heart,for I believe that you will value it.I want to share my whole life with you,for me to show that my love is true.I want to hold you in my arms,&& sing you songs and lullabies. All i want to say is that loving you is what I want to do (: Baby, you know the real me as you've seen me cry, you've seen me smile. Without you, there would be no me. I meant it seriously. Baby, being with you everyday makes my love for you grow even stronger. My love grows even stronger every time I'm around you. So strong that if my love for you was a string it would be double knotted. My heart pounds more than a clock ticks faster than a plane taking off. I feel as though my heart wants to pound out of my chest pull out a white flag and surrender itself to you. You are like my pollen to my flower without you I couldn't grow. You are like the sunlight of my day without you I couldn't see. You are the heart of my body without you I couldn't live. Baby, i wants to tell you that communication indeed must takes practice, it's never perfect, sometimes not patient, sometimes not kind, but you have to say what's on your mind. Communication is not a one way street, it takes two,to concur this feat. Communication is hard you see,but in the end,it is key. To that great relationship, we all want and need. Open your heart, say what's on your mind. When we are partners for life there's nothing to hide (: Baby, you are my inspiration, the reason of my motion. The heart of my whole body, that makes up my fantasy. I need you like the air I breathe, and will not just leave you beneath. I cherish you, my only love, I promise you, I'll be your dove. A dove with pure intentions, that considers your decision. I know it's already enough, for me to never make you rough. I will do everything for you, to make our relationship true. And in the essence of trusting, we can make our lives worth-living ! && LASTLY, I wish to say a sorry to you for kept being over-sensitive & kept having doubt in you. I'm also sorry doing all those silly stuffs. I sorry for being unreasonable sometimes too. But you cant blame me either baby, its all because i love you too much ! You deserves my love, care & concern. Baby, no matter how good or bad you treat me, in my eyes, you're still the best (: I believe perseverance can make things better than before, therefore, you ask me if i'm willing to wait, my answer to you without any single consideration is YES I'M WILLING TO WAIT ! I want you to be my legal husband in future so as to care for you, love you & take great care of you :D I hope that i could take up all those wife responsibility so as to be good wife of yours in future :D Baby, i'd sort out my thinking already, from now on, you wanna do what just go ahead. All i can say is that when you feels happy, i'm happy & glad too. Even though you neglect me in future, i'll also tolerate evrything so as not to quarrel with you as i dont want us to fall out just because of a small matter. Baby, I had also made up my mind that i wont keep annoy you by kept calling you & msg you. I would be waiting for you msg & call 24 hours in a day. So if you feels like contacting me then contact me. If you dont wish to, its ok. I wont force you either. But of course i'll be glad if you could be like last time keep contacting me which i dont dare to put so much hope in it. Sigh. I know i'm annoying, i'm sorry. Perhaps i'm the one whom is useless & not you. What i can do is to hide underneath my blanket & cry all out during the nights. I told myself that i should have 100 percent trust & faith in you & not just kept having many doubts in you. I'm really sorry. I know its my fault. & I know i'm aint perfect at all. How good or bad you wanna treat me, i've already no say in it. Just go ahead & do what you wish for. I'm feeling so hopeless & left out. Sigh, but its alright though. But i really wants you to know that i've really been trying to be a good girlfriend. I dont know if you feels this way or not, but i'm really tring. In fact, i've been giving in alot alot ! All i could is to give in & tolerate. Yes indeed, the feeling is rather painful. My heart seriosuly do aches alot when come to think of it. But i dont mind, its all because, seeing you smile makes my mind feels at ease :D I'm Sorry & I love you baby ♥
To Kosipei : Sister, those times we'd i'll never forget. I promise. Yes, even though we did drift alot but in my heart you're still precious to me so as important to me too.I seriously hope that after this lesson, you would change for the better ok.No more playing or fooling anymore really, & its time to be serious already.Do takecare of yourself inside ok my dear sis. Sigh, I miss you really alot KOSIPEI ! I'm awaiting for you to come out peacefully.
To Kwanbeeshi : Jie, its been some time since you went inside yeahs. I really miss each an everyone of your inside. Really ! Sigh, takecare sis. && Remember those promise you made to me uhhs, Must change for the better le. & You also said you regret those foolish things you'd did, therefore don't repeat the same mistakes again alright. Imissyoudearly. Awaiting for you to come out yeah sis.
To Devil : Brother, sigh. Miss you really alot. I swear ! I've gotta wait so long for you to out you know ! & Not only me, jiali & the rest are still awaiting for your release. Brother, miss you man ):